I know some times, especially holidays for some can be particularly difficult. It’s hard to deal with thoughts, thing one has to do or can’t do and one may get stressed or tired, the lack of sleep or weaknesses that doesn’t need to be the flu are enough to pull one’s mood down badly, and things looks even harder,
but hey, it’s not always like that and there can be better and more quiet moments, it will pass, it’ll be different, every day is, even though they can look the same, just think of the moments like and grip on good memories, and if you think you have none, grip on hope and aknowledge that there will be, just keep fighting for it, even when all seem to be lost, it isn’t. Not if you don’t let it.
And if you ever feel lonely or out of place, remember that you are not, not really ever, because there are tons of people out there which are part of this Supernatural family or not that understand exactly how you feel and they would stand and help if they can, and you somehow don’t notice how you are helpful to somebody as well, we all have an impact, we are just used to be too hard on ourselves to allow us to see that we can do or are already doing something back, we deserve and we give back.
No matter the differences, the fights the distance, this is family too.and we all know everyone may be struggling and everyone deserves something positive in their lives.
This is what we do, this is who we are, we are all different and all so close somehow, we are all humans, and sure it’s not all a fairy tale, but isn’t this amazing? We exist, standing there ready to support and help each other, there are difficult times which of we can get over together and more chill out moments, we know love pain forgiveness and we learn and grow..
This is SPNfamily so remember, just remembered however you feel now, lost, sad, or anything, just try to calm your thoughts and get some time for yourself if you manage, don’t worry too much about things, it’ll be fine, you can do this, it can be okay, different from how it was yesterday,
Focus on the positive, on what really matters and what the meaning of these holidays has become, we should celebrate friendship and family everyday, this exist, so keep fighting.
Remember you are not alone, and we are here for ya,
He’s standing fierce in front of his biggest nightmare,
and not only for himself, but for others, for friends, family and the world
he might have been broken, he have been out of energy to fight, but he is not weak, on the opposite, being such an empathic and sensitive man, he’s one of the strongest
Sam has been through the hell in hell, and his heart never changed, he’s amazing and an example to follow
so I’ve been in a relationship for 5 years now. And I see a lot of posts about how people think relationships mean having butterflies forever, your heart beating faster when they walk into a room, about cuddling together every night, legs intertwined, that you’d be so happy to live together you’d sleep on a double bed with each other every night.
And its not really like that, at least not to me.
You stop getting the butterflies when you live together. Your heart no longer speeds up when you see them, but instead, everything calms down. When youre in the room with them, you feel calm, and secure. When you cuddle them you feel your heart beat slow, and the sound of their breathing carry you towards comfort. It doesnt feel like a roller coaster anymore, it feels like home.
You don’t sleep curled up with each other every night, legs twisted between theirs so tight its hard to tell where yours begin and theirs end.
Instead, you sleep comfortably, side by side, sometimes facing different directions. But every night, you find yourself scooting backwards on the bed so you bump into them. You snuggle against their arm, or stroke their hair as they fall asleep. There are nights when my boyfriend, in his sleep, reaches around me and pulls me to him, like a child with his teddybear, like I am his comfort.
In the wee hours of the morning before the dawn breaks, when the world is blue and you see through cracked eyes, you curl into their chest and inhale their scent before drifting back to sleep.
Kisses aren’t always romantic and firey anymore. But there are so much more of them now. There are cold kisses when you’re eating ice cream in the summer, and sticky kisses over breakfast pancakes. There’s “im leaving now” kisses, and “one more kiss before you go” kisses. There’s sleepy morning kisses before work, when you don’t remember the alarm going off but instead the press of their lips against yours is what brings you into the day.
There’s kisses before sleep, and, you are so sweet with the things you do kisses. There’s kisses because you treat animals so tenderly, and I’m so glad i’m with you and not someone else kisses. There’s quick kisses in the aisles of the grocery store, when its loud and you gravitate together, when instead of having your own personal space and their own personal space, its both of yours together, and you step into their chest to take up less area together.
You don’t always text each other with confessions of love and care like you used to, because that’s a given now, and you’ve moved on to quirky inside jokes about the life youve built together. You share looks of exasperation and amusement in public, your own little world against the outside one.
Relationships aren’t always a fairy tale. They’re not always fireworks and sparks, at least, after the start.
But they are a quiet rhythm and hum of love and care. It’s not a fire in your soul, but one in your hearth, keeping you warm and comfortable, comforting you as you drowsily drift into sleep.
I Aim To Misbehave 