I know some times, especially holidays for some can be particularly difficult. It’s hard to deal with thoughts, thing one has to do or can’t do and one may get stressed or tired, the lack of sleep or weaknesses that doesn’t need to be the flu are enough to pull one’s mood down badly, and things looks even harder,
but hey, it’s not always like that and there can be better and more quiet moments, it will pass, it’ll be different, every day is, even though they can look the same, just think of the moments like and grip on good memories, and if you think you have none, grip on hope and aknowledge that there will be, just keep fighting for it, even when all seem to be lost, it isn’t. Not if you don’t let it.
And if you ever feel lonely or out of place, remember that you are not, not really ever, because there are tons of people out there which are part of this Supernatural family or not that understand exactly how you feel and they would stand and help if they can, and you somehow don’t notice how you are helpful to somebody as well, we all have an impact, we are just used to be too hard on ourselves to allow us to see that we can do or are already doing something back, we deserve and we give back.
No matter the differences, the fights the distance, this is family too.and we all know everyone may be struggling and everyone deserves something positive in their lives.
This is what we do, this is who we are, we are all different and all so close somehow, we are all humans, and sure it’s not all a fairy tale, but isn’t this amazing? We exist, standing there ready to support and help each other, there are difficult times which of we can get over together and more chill out moments, we know love pain forgiveness and we learn and grow..
This is SPNfamily so remember, just remembered however you feel now, lost, sad, or anything, just try to calm your thoughts and get some time for yourself if you manage, don’t worry too much about things, it’ll be fine, you can do this, it can be okay, different from how it was yesterday,
Focus on the positive, on what really matters and what the meaning of these holidays has become, we should celebrate friendship and family everyday, this exist, so keep fighting.
Remember you are not alone, and we are here for ya,